Back to Life, Back to Reality
After my plane landed last night, and I settled into my familiar surroundings, the reality hit me that I have a tonne of crap to do upon my arrival. I have tests and quizzes in my classes, a sermon to prepare for Sunday, family to contact, and other social things to deal with. I'm not very good at using vacation time to relax. I like to go out and do stuff, doing and learning as much as I can while I'm gone. It's not that I'm overworked, it's just that my life is stuck in middle gear, I relax too much at home, and not enough on vacation.

Anyway, I am in the middle of processing some photos that I will be posting here. I am quite pleased with the quality of the pics I took, and will definitely develop some and keep some as computer backgrounds. Almost every picture has a story. I like it that way.

Some things are going through my mind that I have to figure out, some of which I discussed and debated while I was with friends in BC. Some of it has to do with the nature of my job, what I need to be doing, what can be expected of me, etc. The other has to do with the separation of fact and reality. Facts like the things that I need, the things are good for me, that which I can realistically attain, those facts don't always jive, and recently it seems like they jive less and less, with the reality of what I want, what I go out and try to get, and where I set my sights. Maybe this unsureness is a sign, but maybe I'm just messed up, who knows?

   [ posted by William @ 4:25 PM ]